I'm am sittin in the library on the computer like I always do on lab days. I'm pretty used to doing nothing on days like today. Yesterday was amazing. I went to Tyler's farm in Danville. I felt like a real country girl lol. I really like him and now I know what he is all about. I met his whole family too. He was afraid that I would scared away by them, but of course I wasn't. I really think that there is more to us than we have put out there. I just really wish that he would say more though. I know that he is worried about school and distractions. He says that he doesn't want to be tied down, but I think he really does want to be w/ me like that but he's too scared to show his real emotions. I'm not an emotional by any means, but gah let a girl know. I guess all I can do is pray about it and not worry.
I've been asked to chaperone some of the youth girls during disciple now ar church. This means that I have to do bible studies w/ them and really be an open role model. I think most of the girls can talk to me pretty easily b/c I put myself out there for everyone and I'm friends w/ everyone. Pray that I can take on this responsibility and do the job that God has called me to do.