Monday, September 28, 2009

I'll praise you in this storm.......

hello. haven't been on in a while and decided to catch ashley up haha so nursing school has started. it's really hard and overwhelming, but i'm making it. i'm slowly learning how to study and take tests. i'm glad to have ash and kristina every step of the way. i'm ready for this semester to be over with.
things have changed b/w me and logan. we are ALOT more serious. i really don't know if that is a good or a bad thing in some ways. i'm not ready for that next level and he is. it's really hard. it is has been eating at me for the past couple of weeks. i just really hope that he is willing to wait on me to be ready to make those steps to the next level. he seems like he's bored with me lately. i pray to God that he's not.
God really tugged at my heart yesterday at church. i have complete faith that God will help and guide me through all the problems i've been having lately. i'm just waiting on this storm to pass so that i can win in the end. i feel like i need to get back with God. i have a peace with him and i really need that peace right now. i pray that nothing or nobody comes b/w me and my God anytime soon b/c i just can't have that.